So tired, but i just woke up and now i have to decide on wether to stay up or go back to bed. i think I’m going to stay up

i need to lose so much weight

it makes me ill to even think about

Lana Del Ray - Video Games (Mover Shaker Remix) (by EXPTracks)

i hate techno shit, but i love this remix

rough rough draft of tattoo i might be doing for a client, just got done drawing up the concept here it is

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So last night i didn’t get to bed until 4

didn’t even get home until one. 

But i had called my ex to say goodnight at like 12 because we were supposed to hangout but didn’t because i was too busy tattooing.

Today i woke up late with 4 missed calls from andy, 

then four text messages.

1. weren’t you going to hit me up when you got home from tattooing last night?

2. repeat of #1

3. FUCK

4.Fine then I’m going surfing.

I finally called when i woke up and was confused where the frustration was coming from, then he said something along the lines of how he thought i was going to text him and so on and how he’s sorry that he got crazy for a minute.

Ive never seen him so jealous before. & i hate to sound shitty but i actually like it. I don’t know if it hits guys later when they start to realize that they may have lost you, or that you might do something because they aren’t your boyfriend, either way i wouldn’t do that to him i love him too much and don’t want to. Its just interesting to see these reactions that i have never seen from him before.

I’m such a shithead

i was a drunk baby retard last night

good thing is my ex texted me this morning saying good morning baby i had a terrifying dream last night that you were hooking up with someone else.

those dreams are the worst

and hopefully he’ll be a little puppy dog since that dream

im a terrible person.

with no morals

why would anyone like me?

well i did go for a run

& i feel ten times better, going to eat so healthy this week. I just want to look good and feel good. 

when i was in san francisco i ate so much shit food and honestly it was a pain in the ass hopping on the treadmill today. because i had taken 3 days off. 

but this week I’m only allowing myself 2 drinking days and i definitely won’t be eating shit food on those days either

a healthy diet leads to a healthy mind

too bad i can’t sleep at night

honkeymagoo:

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AWwwwWWWWww

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i ate carbs right now

a bagel with cheese on it, and all i want to do is throw it up

FUCk.

not going to, tomorrow ill cleanse.

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finished this gem tonight, on one of my best friends too! we switched the original design up a little bit to make it a bit more unique :} spent probably 5 hours tattooing this! but I’m happy and glad he is too. time for bed

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